Psyche
1.
Her wings are shaped of wishes
magic in each shining feather
to grant a heart-held dream
carry her swiftly through the air.
They’re strong wishes
at first, but they lose their power
to keep her aloft
so she preens carefully, kindly
discarding older feathers
before all their magic has faded
and letting the wind scatter them where it wills.
To a child, perhaps, who wants a puppy
to play with, or her hair to grow in curls
or to a man who dreams
of love, a woman
whose illness is incurable, a mother
or one who would be a mother...
if the wind carries a feather
to their path, if there’s magic enough
lingering in its v
Kintsukuroi
There is an art they called kintsukuroi
in the days before our Empire; they took
broken pots and with gold
mended them. Vessels intended
for hard use became precious
works of art.
The contrast of coarse ceramics
veined with perfection
of lustrous metal – fascinating
I found it, and resolved to make my own.
I, too, am an artist
in my own way. Magic and blood
can be shaped to my will
or be used to shape others.
I am also ambitious. No common clay
will content me, nor random
cracks, accidental breakage. My design
will be more purposeful, more pleasing.
My vessel is chosen. They call him
Leto – it has an ordinary so
Living Water
We are born of water, shaped
in the sheltered ocean of a mother’s womb.
The moon pulls tides through our veins
and seas wait behind our eyes.
There’s a cycle to it: no water ever escapes,
none is ever lost.
Water calls to water. I have swum
blue-lipped and tireless
in shivering lakes beneath a winter’s sun.
I have baked, lizard-like, on rocks
drowsing in dappled light, and leapt
into rivers sweet with sunshine.
I’ve swum laps, up and down
kicking a bass-drum beat
until I blurred into rhythm, smooth
and certain in the blue-silk chlorine
knowing moments of flight
when breathing is harsh interruption.
No
Since I shall never be
good enough (with all
my tatterdemalion dreams
and half-held hopes) for you
Since I cloak myself
in doubts and silences
you don't hear
me crying
"Let me be
with all my wrong
choices and refusals to choose.
Let me lock myself
in my fat cocoon – do not urge me
to become a butterfly.
I don't want it."
Since your words are strong
and right, I am left
with encrypted silence.
Just let me fade
out of your life.
Starburn
For a mayfly's instant
she grasps her star.
It burns.
Hands are wiser than hearts
they know when to let go.
She snaps
back to earth.
She bathes her hands in honey
when water fails to soothe
her star-seared palms.
She stares.
A hard, shiny oval
on the palm of each hand.
The scars have an alien pulse.
It takes time to heal
they always say.
She stares.
Hair like tarnished
silver, a face
of loosened skin.
She traces the starburn, a gesture
worn old. It matches her pulse
or did hers succumb?
The skin shatters
from her hands,
the stars hatch.